MY BELOVED PARENTS, FAMILY AND I

I was born on August 9th, 1974 in Balikpapan, my beloved hometown. When I was still young exactly a 2 year old girl, I've been left by my mother, one that I've never ignored till now on. She had passed away with khusnul khotimah. I only saw her in my picture's family album where there were many people whom I really adore. My mom looked very beautiful as I am now ( he...he...). She had a beautiful curly hair which makes her more lovely. She hug me tightly to show that she loved me much. Things that I always miss everyday, especially when I was still a child even teenager, is she could be a place for me to share with. Every single problem I have will be overcome instantly with her wise word and of course win win solution. But at that time it was only my dream, my wish even my hope that I should only keep it in my mind. Then when I was 9 years old, My father married a Malaysian woman, named Noorhaini Hasyim. Basically, she looked like my previous mom, equal with the picture I've ever seen in my album. What a wonderful the Almighty God, Allah SWT created such thing that human has never thought it before. Firstly, meeting her made me afraid much because many people said that a step mother must be so scary. Some bad statement about " Step mother " never let me to do such bad things toward her. I thought, this is what I need for so long, a mother who will listen to my talking, my problem and the one that I should obey much after my father. Alhamdulillah, what I hope is what I got. I got my mom, my forever mom till now on. Although I couldn't touch and do something to make her happy, but I still keep in touch with her by cellphone. She is now in Muar, Johor Kuala Lumpur. She is now already 60 years old and had left us, I mean my family and I to KL since 1998, after my father passed away on February 10th 1998. She couldn't stay in Balikpapan longer because she must be miss my father much. And for that reason, she will drop her tears on and on. In the wall of her bedroom, she wrote, " Alone fighting the loosing battle ". I'm sure that it was the reason why she should return to KL. Although it was hurt, but my family and I let her go. But I promise to visit her, once in a two years in KL. Alhamdulillah, again and again Allah helped me much by giving me more wealthy for visiting my mom in KL. It has been twice I went to KL visiting my beloved mother there, exactly on Desember 1999 and May 2008. I couldn't describe how was my feeling when I met her. It was full of happiness and joy. In 1999, I went there alone, because I'm still single and had a great opportunity to teach kindergarten students in Tadika Hana, Melawati stree around 3 months. However, when 2008, I also let my beloved hubby, "Abi"to meet his mother in law and 2 children of ours , Amira and Hisyam to hug their grandmother. A sweet memory that I would never forgot it till the end of my life. Mom, when will we meet again? I would like to tell you something during this mother's day. What a very wonderful things you have given to me that I couldn't revenge it even with all wealthy I have now. Your love, care and affection had made me grown stronger now. You taught me many things that another people couldn't do that. You always beside me when I'm alone, sad, and don't know anything to do to reach my future. You adjust me well, to go to the heaven. You've never allowed me to tell something bad about others and all bad things which related to the word "sin". Thank you Mom, May Allah protect you from bad situation, always in healthy and wealthy condition. All you give to me is all what I should give to my beloved children, Amira and Hisyam, especially, and all children in the world generally. Happy Mother's Day !God will provide us all. Insya Allah!